| Location | Chesterfield |
| Age | 35 years |
| Date of Birth | 6/1971 |
| Date of Death | 6/2006 |
| Visitors | 1,005 since 29/05/2007 |
| Creator |
Louise my gorgeous sister. You died on 11th June 2006, aged 34. You were a mobile Hairdresser from
Chesterfield. You have 2children Jemma Jade aged 15, son London Lewis aged 6. Mother Shirley,
sister Jane and Brothers Daniel,Robert, Martin, David, Andrew and Wayne.
We were like any other sisters, we fought like cat and dog, but we loved each other like no other
sisters around. I met my boyfriend Mark, if it had not been for you we would probably not be
together now. Mark asked me to marry him and i agreed. You and mum came to town with me to choose
the dress. You chose it all babe, absolutely gorgeous. We all cried when i tried it all on. You
died on the 11th June 1 week to your birthday. We could not get engaged like we planned because you
were not there. It just did not seem right, you were the reason we are together today and without
you there it was not right.
The 26th May is my birthday, and the 25th is Marks, on the 24th (the other day) we went to see a
medium Steven Holbrook at chesterfield Hotel. Myself, mum, Mark and aunty Joan.
Just before the interval i kept looking at the doors and imagined you stood there waiting. In the
interval i could not take my eyes off of the doors. I got a feeling of you coming behind me,putting
your arms around me saying "here i come sis, i'm coming to see you" To which i
replied "well come on babe, that would be the best birthday present ever"
We returned and you were the first person to come through. I should have known. You sent me a big
love heart, telling me to stop feeling guilty, and lots of other information that no one else could
have known that night. you said you loved Mark. I had only told him 5minutes before hand that you
would surprise him. You told us that on the way to the hotel that mum had been messing with her
shoes. We laughed so hard. Mum had bought a new pair of shoes, just like you used to wear, and she
had left the price tag on. So i had her foot on my leg pulling the sticker off. We were the only
ones in the car and no one there could have known that. I know that you are up there having a whale
of a time with our cousin Lee Howe who sadly passed away recently. You two were so much alike in so
many ways. Say hi to dad for me. I will see you all on the other side no doubt, but not yet i have
got too many plans to be going anywhere yet. Everything i do sis i do it with you in mind. I miss
you soo much everyday. I see woods and i think of you. We used to go to places like that when we
had fallen out and were making up again. We just used to walk and enjoy the moment, we did not even
have to talk just look at one another and smile. We knew how strong our love was and still is to
this day. I know when you are around me, i can smell you and feel your arms around me. Nearly a
year since you left us, i do not know how i am going to feel. I hope i find the strength that i
found last year to celebrate your birthday for you in true Lou style. We threw a birthday party for
you at your house just as you had planned. All your friends were there, and your boyfriend Robbo.
When me and Mark get engaged you will be there, in a lifesize cut out. One at the beginning of the
night looking as gorgeous as you did all done up and ready to go out for the night, and one for the
end of the night all pie eyed and unable to stand. TRUE LOU STYLE!
So thanks for the birthday present sis, it was the best ever, Happy Birthday to you on the 18th June
and i will be seeing you soon ALL MY LOVE FOREVER YOUR SISTER JANE ANNE
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still miss you very much lou.you would be proud of london and jemma.they are both good kids.you should still be here,enjoying life like you always did.love and miss you loads.mum xxxxxxxxxx
Over the last 18 or so years since we last spent time together,living at your mums,you've always been floatin around somewhere in my head.I always thought you were an amazin girl,we had a great time,if only we could've met when we were older.
MUCH LOVE
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JU...
xmas greetings
hello lou, its been a long time since ive been on this site not 4gotten you just had to get on in life, but i thought id drop in to say im thinking of you, i bet its much warmer up where you are as its very cold where i am, just to say merry christmas and hope that you are keeping well up there, lots of love from your brother
Dream
Hi sis, i had a dream about you last night. The dream is clear in parts. You were back with me. You were only allowed back for a short while, but we had lots of fun. Then you had to go back to being dead again. Weird dream but glad of your company for a while, even if i was asleep lol
Love you just as much as always sis
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Summer
I love the summer sis, but i just cannot enjoy it no more. last night i cried in marks arms. I was saying how i just could not enjoy the hot summer days anymore. The sun loungers are all in the shed ready for use, but i never get them out. You would think with them being yours that i would get them out and use them. I just cannot bring myself to do it. I have not got my sun bathing partner with me to enjoy the sunshine. Have barbeque's with. I used to love entertaining and doing barbeque's. I even found recipes for marinades and sauces and used to make them myself. Everyone said how nice they were. We would get the big pool out, it was brilliant. It just does not seem right anymore. More than anything i want to enjoy the sunshine again and feel good about myself but i cant. I miss you sis like crazy. I wish i could hold you in my arms again and tell you how much you meant to me. I remember when we were kids and you used to live with dad. you would come to stay on a friday night till sunday tea time. When saturday night came we would cry ourselves to sleep because we did not want to leave one another, but you were daddies girl and i was mummies girl. we would even cry ourselves stupid because we knew one day we would grow up and grow apart. I tried so hard not to let that happen, we both did. but toward the end we had totally different lifestyles. Come back sis i love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Billies wedding
Hi Babe,
Went to billies wedding. she looked absolutley stunning. Could not help but think that it should have been you there and not me. Cried when i got there. I was in your place. I cried at the end as well. The last song was the one played at dads funeral. You will never walk alone. it was as if dad was there too.
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Miss u mate x
Hey Lou, A year gone so soon. i am so happy that i got 2 see u when i did. I never forget in that pub u just threw ur arms and legs around me and we both said the same thing that we had missed each other. Not where u only a good work mate you were a very good friend, i remember i was with u the night i met Matt, god we had some fun! Rest in peace babe ' Miss you Always ' lots of love Caz & Matt xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
special day
Hey Sis,
It's a special day 2mora, will have you in mind all day. Hope i do you proud. Love you baby sis xxxxxxx
Hi Babe
Hey hun,
I have been wanting to see/dream of you for ages now. Last night i did. I dreamt i was looking through a window and i thought i saw you. It wasn't very clear as it was night time. I took a closer look and there you were looking through. I could not believe i was seeing you, and what i could not believe more than anything is that you'd had your hair cut the same as mine. you were dressed in a white suit, then you saw me. Your face lit up you were really pleased to see me. Then you looked down and slowly disappeared. I was not sad that you disappeared, i wish i could have seen you for longer though and maybe have a chat. I miss our chats and our moans to each other. Moaning about our men and putting the world to rights. I wish i could have helped you babe on that night. I wish i had done more to help you before. Maybe if i could have done something to help you with your drinking then this would not have happened. Maybe not i will never know now. I love you sis and miss you like crazy. Sometimes i think of you and i smile and think of all the good times we had, sometimes i think of you and all i want to do is cry. But i stop myself for fear i will not stop and not want to carry on. I spoke to Jemma on msn last night and she shown me a recent photo of her. I was totally gobsmacked. The more photo's she shows me of her the more she looks like you. She is turning into a right little poser. I have nick named her LL for Little Lou and she loves it. She says that is how it should be, so that is how it will be. From now on she is Little Lou. Anyway sis be happy and look over us all. Love you for now and always your big sis xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
keeping Gonetoosoon Free
I would like to ask anyone that is using the site Gonetoosoon to take a moment and think how much coming on here helps and means to them. The founders of the site are doing a mass candle lighting to highlight the fact that they need funds to keep it free. If anyone can do anything to help in any which way or form then PLEASE CLICK ON CONTACT US ABOVE. ONE LAST THING 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS :)'XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
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